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so for those of you that don't know [ and that would be a lot of you... since i don't update anymore ]... my ex from high school and i got back together... yes yes... "awwww" i know.. hehe...

anywho... i don't really update on here too much cause i don't really have too much going on... looking for a job and needing to save on money... need a new place.. and all that fun stuff...

i am glad i am back in seattle... i missed this town way too much.. i was so miserable in las vegas... i swear that town drains me... seattle makes me so much happier.. maybe its the closeness to the water.. i dunno....

now i'm rambling and debating on whether or not i should post this... blah blah.. oh! pictures.. yes? hmmm... yes.. i think I will put up some pikkies... hehe...

well.. maybe later.. haha!
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Only cuz....

I've been getting email after email to update this damn thing... i'm going to say this....

i'm never really on here... not even to go through my friends list... i'm on myspace... so if you have it.. and want to be added go to : http://myspace.com/tragicbat

so blah... there is your fucking update.. happy now? good... if your still not satisfied... to bad... this is all your getting...

so ha!
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I haven't been updating my lj as much as i would like... i've been too busy with the myspace world... sad...

sorry.... heh... actually... no.

i'm not..
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new [somewhat] pikkies!!!


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Xerxes as a pirate at Renfair... Oct 05

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This is for you Oni... your street awaits you.. hehe..

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Alfred Hitchcock would be proud...

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bad pic of my tattoo.. [ not all of it is visible.. two charaters are missing... ]
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xerxes bday is coming up... lots o money being spent on this boy in his grandmas expense... and he is annoying everyone in the library... blah

oh yeah...

"I'm a nerdy beauty queen who will rock your world..."

hehe.. see what you are..

Find the second letter in your middle name......

A-Beautiful
B-Ugly
C-Pretty
D-Jewish
E-Gorgeous
F-Hot
G-Boyish
H-Preppy
I-Girly
J-Gothic
K-Punky
L-Popular
M-Slutty
N-Nerdy
O-Retarded
P-Gay
Q-Lesbian
R-Sexy
S-Lesbian
T-Emo
U-Christian
V-Wonderful
W-Geeky
X-Bitchy
Y-Under-appreciated
Z-Over-appreciated


Now the second letter in your last name......

A-Slut
B-Boy
C-Bitch
D-Obsesser
E-Sex Machine
F-Retard
G-Girl
H-Jew
I-Geek
J-Goth
K-Nerd
L-Motherfucker
M-Whore
N-Crackwhore
O-Beauty Queen
P-Punk
Q-Queen
R-Alcoholic
S-Princess
T-Fucker
U-Asshole
V-Jackass
W-Babe
X-Scaredy-cat
Y-Coward
Z-Chocoholic

Now...What's Your Fav. Color......

Red- Who's Good With My Hands
Blue- Who Looks At Porn 24/7
Orange- Who Likes It In The Butt
Yellow- Who Wants To Have Sex With You
Green- Who Masturbates At Work
Pink- Who Will Do Anything For Crack
Purple- Who Will Rock Your World
Black- Who Likes Bondage
White- Who Will Do Anything Sexy

NOW REPOST THIS SHIT WITH THE NAME & STATEMENT YOU GOT BEGINNING WITH "I'm a..."
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Alright.. not a lot of you know but recently i found out i have ovarian cancer [ for those of you don't know... thats cancer... of the ovaries... ] .. tonight i'm going in to do my friest bit of surgery.. my doctor hopes this surgery will be enough and i won't need to go in for a historectomy [ spelling?] in january... but yeah... i thought i would tell all of you here.. just so you know whats going on.. and i am still moving to seattle in febuary.. i'll be staying with monkey for awhile... then get my own place... anyone need a roomie?

miss all of you... sorry its been so long since an update.. but you know how things are with me..

love you kiddies!
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weel to update on the tattoo "thing"... i have a few things to say..

after having a cowoker [ who both reads and speaks japanese and is married to a chick who is japanese ] said my tattoo was wrong.. then posted about it [cuz i was angry, rightfully so].. then i got a call at about 2 this morning who found the translation and was pretty upset... i don't recall me saying he was a liar... i just said maybe he got it wrong or something.. i dunno, especially since he hadn't been returning my phone calls...

so i want to apologize... even though i really didn't do anything wrong in this situation... but whatever.. if its wrong oh well... if its right.. then good... at this point.. i don't fucking care anymore...

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and as of today... i'm starting my life fresh...

i'm forgeting my past, but not the lessons i've learned...

so please, don't bring up my brother, Monkey / Brook... or any of that... i'm done with all of it...

i'm just starting to live again and i don't need to be reminded of any ickyness

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i've also given up on relationships... so stop trying to "hook me up" with anyone...

god i never want to do that again.. *shudders from this last weekend*
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